When the autumn dresses the favourite yellow clothing
her thoughts start somehow in her head floating;
to complete here life goals she never gave up
she was thinking about them over every coffee cup.
Life tests the will of a man now and then
either nothing happens or all of a sudden,
but one thing one should carry always with him
it’s to believe in miracles and coming true of a dreams.
From time to time when you feel life is all the same
she wanted to be from some special one tamed;
She wanted to be held firm in that someone’s arms
to erase all her wounds, all her past harms.
But that special someone hasn’t yet arrived in her life
she was far from becoming someone’s wife;
So she tried to do an old trick that use to work for her
To dive in poetry and verses is the best solution for sure.
She was in her room standing there and staring
for new love and new beginnings to think she was daring,
but there was part of her not wanting to accept the news
that part of her was constantly in a state of sad blues.
Once when a man or a woman finds his shadow on this earth
it is a mission complete they have set since birth
it is impossible to break a twin flames’ bound
once the two souls have each other found.
And yet she was in a rather desperate state
to have her wish fulfilled she lacked her faith,
her twin flame seem to have chosen other thing over her
most probably they would never be the way they were.
When the day goes by, ant it’s close to an end
we all search for someone to have the role of a friend,
we all search for someone to share joy and tears
to share a dinner, or a bottle of wine while saying ‘cheers’.
She was like all others hoping not to be alone
but there was no one of anyone she had known,
so she washed off her face and started writing
beginning a battle of her own inner fighting.