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Twin flames’ destiny

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She was in her room standing there and staring

for new love and new beginnings to think she was daring,

but there was part of her not wanting to accept the news

that part of her was constantly in a state of sad blues.

 

Once when a man or a woman finds his shadow on this earth

it is a mission complete they have set since birth

it is impossible to break a twin flames’ bound

once the two souls have each other found.

 

And yet she was in a rather desperate state

to have her wish fulfilled she lacked her faith,

her twin flame seem to have chosen other thing over her

most probably they would never be the way they were.

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The hack of unconditional love

There is an invisible force that holds friends, families and couples together we all know as love.

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When I was in my high school years I was introduced to the term “unconditional love” mostly in the books I was reading. Since then I got this idea in my head that unconditional love is supposed to be given no matter how other perceive it, or if they see it at all. According to me, or the me I was, I supposed to spread love all over around and not ask for anything in return. The result was that all the lovers I was with left me, all my friends were thinking that I am boring, and some were even saying that I am talking like a priest. This had a big negative effect on me if I look back from today’s perspective. I was trying to follow the well known 12 laws of the karma, let myself be all a medium of love and let life flow effortlessly. I was playing a role of a Messiah.

My life took a great course regarding my studies and the first job experience, but somehow love life, friends, even family, i.e. the source where a human being charges with love, were falling apart,  and I was feeling so unloved and pushed away, I lost trust in my parents, my friends and people in general.

After the last crash I had last year, and stepping into my 25th year of life, considering that it is the time I take responsibilities not only for my finances, but also for how I trade my feelings and my love with other people including my family. I learned in the hard way that unconditional love isn’t about serving your body, soul, time and mind as food to the people around you, but that it is up to you to keep yourself save,  practice to recharge yourself from time to time, do things for your own pleasure, ask to be given, search for others to prove you they do care for you, and not let them take you as granted. Karma is rather connected to the belief system one has as a fixation in the head, which is why we often see very good people suffering, and evil one celebrate their victory.

How this knowing is applicable now?

I now know that the most significant relationship one should have is with himself. We come back to people more capable to love them if we are recharged. There are people that were practically eating from the “me” I unconditionally served, so when I started standing for myself they identified my as evil. I was fine to be perceived as such since I knew it is them that are selfish since they are no more served from my soul, mind and body. Within the time they have figured it out I learned how the world of the adults works. It is not something they are really happy for, so that is how I identify and classify the people that in some way are still in my life.

Now I define unconditional love as something that when you give free willingly, you know why and it is your firm decision, but no giving is love if the giver is sacrifice and scapegoat. I love myself first. How else would someone love me, if I don’t love myself?!

I would be pleased to hear your comments and your experiences about it.

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I don’t want you in my misery

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I want you in my glory, when I am shining

I don’t want you in my misery.

I want you when I am up and living

I don’t want you in my suffering

I want you when I am happy

Because I want you to be happy.

I want you in my glory when I am shining

because love cannot rest in misery.

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Men’s love

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Sound of tonight

You think you have forgotten, when out of a sudden there is a night that sounds like…

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Her depth

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Play of the day

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Finding true love…

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She wasn’t someone to fall in love with!

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There is no need of being too much attentive

an invisible wall stands in front as preventive.

Love has appeared to be only a weakness

within the years trying to invest in her uniqueness.

 

Strong women tend to speak out arguments and facts

and show of emotions no visible signs and tracks.

They carefully hide the wounds of their solitude

and focus on personal goals and dreams pursued.

 

She was all of above and much more until her defining

guilty as charged for her soul’s inner designing.

Finding true love or at least a suitable lover, was to her a myth

she wasn’t someone to fall in love with!

 

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